
As I was sitting on the park bench this evening watching Cienna play, it suddenly dawned on me that I have less than 30 days of being only Cienna's mommy. Soon things will be much, much different for my first born child, the one that my world has revolved around for the last 2 1/2 years. There are so many things that I would love to say to her that I wish that she would understand and remember. But instead of disrupting her play time I will type it out so that one day she will know how I feel at this very moment. Here goes nothing.
- I love you more than words can truly say. And I think that you are the most amazing little person. Every day brings something new and your little phrases crack me up.
- I love how when we are at the park you try to play with everyone, regardless of age, gender or nationality. You say things like "hey guys, wait up!" or "I'm coming!" and sometimes they think you are cute and laugh and sometimes they leave you in the dust. You don't care either way. If you get left behind you simply look for someone else to play with. I hope that you never lose that.
- I love that when music comes on you automatically start to dance. You move your elbows mostly. It is so cute.
- I love when you say "mom, look at that mess!" Or "this is really dirty." You remind me just how similar we are.
- I love when you say to me "Momma, I love you. You are my best friend. You are so beautiful." It melts my heart every time.
- I love when you are having conversations with your imaginary friends. They consist of Mickey & Minnie Mouse, Goofy, and then two dogs that you have named Henny and Hono. You pretend to walk Henny and Hono and when I try to say hi to the dogs and get them mixed up you always correct me. "No! This is Henny!" It is one of the highlights of my day.
- I love when you ask me to hold you. I know that I will only be able to hold you for so long so I gladly do it. I wish that you would stay little forever.
- I love how you say everything with a french accent. Especially when you say paper (papeh), stroller (strolleh), and baby (babeh.)
- I love when you sing songs you close your eyes and move your head for the long, loud notes. Maybe mom has been singing to much in the car or too much American Idol watching but you have got stage presence girl!
- I love your courage and daredevil attitude. You pick the tallest slide and then go down head first.
- I love that when you know that I am mad at you you say "mom, I wanna make you happy!" and then you do this crazy laugh until I laugh. How did you even come up with that?
- Mostly I love that you are the person that you have become. I could not have asked for a brighter, funnier, or more loving child. I love you so much and I hope that you never change. And I hope that you know how much joy you have brought to my life!
Love,
Mom